I’m not gonna mention your name cause yeah but I feel like I need to let all my feelings out , but how do I start with you. In a way you changed my life, you taught me that I shouldn’t be afraid not everyone is gonna hurt you. I was so scared to get close to you, I thought you were gonna leave me like everyone else, I was scared to trust you, I was scared to get attached to you, cause everyone I know left me and gave up on me, but you told me something, you told me you were scared to get close to me, you thought I was gonna leave you, and I thought maybe I can take a chance on you, you’ll be worth the risk and you were, I got close to you, I got attached, i don’t regret it, you kept telling me I’d regret meeting you, and that you’re an awful person, I was ready to prove you wrong. I didn’t care how much you hated yourself, you said so much shit about yourself, I never saw any of that, to me you were an amazing person, you made me laugh like a dork, I smiled like an idiot when I was around you, those little things you said to me like ‘OMG YOU’RE SO CUTE’ those little things made me fall for you. I was literally falling apart, I had nobody to talk to, everyone was leaving me, and I was so lost and confused, but then I found you, you made everything better for me. I remember asking you did you look forward to anything that might happen soon, and you told me ‘ being with you’ that was when I really fell hard, and then you asked me to be yours in the most cutest way ever, I still remember the date,  February 10, 2011 a couple days before valentines day I remember you kept telling me I wasn’t gonna be single on valentines day, and you were right, being yours was the greatest thing ever, I love how you could make my tummy go all qejwgbwgugbugugr by just calling me baby, I never felt like that with anyone before, and then you cheated on me and we weren’t together anymore, I was so hurt, I cried because of you, but then you came back you were upset, I guess I love you too much, that’s why I forgave you and gave you another chance, I was so happy with you, I felt like we were the perfect couple but then you broke up with me, even after that we’d talk like we were still together, we’d talk about what we would do if we ever met each other, those little things that couples talk about, you did the most cutest things ever, you drew me a picture, you would leave cute asks in my ask box, you would always say I love you, I didn’t think anything could ruin this, but it did you asked me if we could be friends I was so upset, but I went along with it and then you were all, ‘ I was joking or I don’t remember’ it hurt me so much, and then it finally hit me that me and you aren’t together anymore, I cried for days, I didn’t sleep at night, it killed me and then you were being a total jerk to me, you kept breaking my heart, and you were totally okay with it. I guess me and you are done for good now. It sucks I gave you so many chances, I never said anything to you about you hurting me, I went along with everything and acted like whatever you did, didn’t hurt me, but it did, and it sucks you promised you’d never leave me but you did. I guess a part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life, I hope someday I can get over you, but until then, I hope you know that I love you and I’ll always be here for you no matter what.